The Path Above the Canyon

Life has presented me with unprecedented contrasts lately. My external environment is not shifting or changing — no contrasts can be seen there. Internally, however, it is as though the ground split and a canyon has birthed. By the hour the distance grows between the two ledges that were once one solid ground in my heart.

Mentally, I’m reconciling myself to my reality once again. I seem to find myself built upon dirt and rock and story that I did not anticipate. After living for 24 years and having that foundation swallowed whole, I assumed the foundation I’ve built on since then, is the real deal. Now, don’t get me wrong, the truth of God’s Word IS the real deal, and THAT has NOT wavered. Praise God. However, my ability to perceive my own placement and condition within my story… seems rather lacking. My perception of myself over the past two years is coming into stark contrast with what may have actually been the reality.

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Seven Letters That Change Your Life

Today I ate lunch with a young girl from Ohio. I ate my clams and she ate her shrimp po’boy, and she told me she knew a girl whose name is Destiny. I said that “destiny” is one of my favorite words.

Halfway through lunch this young gal from Ohio put down her po’boy and said her mom abandon their family a couple years ago. Drugs and alcohol took her mom away. I commented how her mom’s behavior is a result of her not processing something in her life that troubled her. Now the alternative process of coping with that hurt is controlling her life.

“Process” is one of my other favorite words. Process and destiny. One is required to get to the other. Process is required to reach destiny. The point for us all is to arrive at our destiny–the intended position, placement, power, and authority God ordained for us upon our creation. Destiny is not always the far-off future where dreams are simmering until miracles happen. Destiny is a current living in the fullness of who God created us to be. Our destiny is to walk in that measure for that day. Destiny is a lived thing, not a dreamt-of thing. However, destiny–a seven letter word–can be hijacked by another seven letter word.


I find no coincidence that process is a seven letter word. Seven is the number of completeness. Those who have been through any sort of process know that the process is negated if the process is not completed. Once the process is complete, then in turn, something within the person processing is also complete. Advancement in character and life can ensue. Yet, as long as process is jarred, neglected, ignored, or not prioritized, one’s life, character, and destiny are in jeopardy. Process is a seven letter word as if to subtly emphasize the message and key to itself to its undertakers: You must complete me.

Destiny is also a seven letter word. Perhaps to emphasize that it is the complete, or full, measure of who God intends for us to be. How warlike and epic that these two words, both individually complete, would battle each other so frequently in lives on this earth. Destinies are thwarted by the lack of process.

The young girl from Ohio was witness to the slaying of a destiny as she saw her mom drift away into the swirl of alcohol and drugs. Her mother’s lack of process was not only suffocating her destiny but also endangering her daughter’s destiny. The young girl from Ohio now has a deep hurt, placed by her mother, and if the daughter does not process, her destiny could also be in jeopardy like her mother’s.

Process is the necessary acceptance of pain. Process is the willingness to walk through the mud in order to get across the divide between you and your greatness. Process is the learned ability to slow down general thought processes in order to hear what your heart and emotions are communicating, and then choosing to think about the past, present, and future of those communications in order to engage in a complete process of truth for your soul’s healing. Process is the absorbing of truth.

Processing requires you to sit in the sting of the emotion you’d rather not have. Processing requires an active mind that isn’t satisfied to bypass behavioral symptoms. No one on earth can make you process or process for you. Processing is a task you and you alone are empowered with. No one else can start it for you, no one else can wrestle it for you, and no one else can complete it for you. Process is all you, every time.

This isn’t a post about what it means to process (books are written about that topic!), but about the correlation between process and destiny. Do not let the fullness of your destiny be stolen by not completing the process! One is dependent on the other. Destiny needs the process to purify your future. You need process to have the freedom and clarity to live in your destiny.

Take Jesus into your past with you, process with Him. There is no safer One to sort through things with. I promise if you do, then you can sit and eat clams and po’boys with young girls from Ohio and be living proof for them that just because their mothers haven’t been able to process, doesn’t mean it’s impossible. You can be the person standing in their road and showing them that where they come from doesn’t have to be where they are going. They have the empowering ability to process, the process is good, and the process will set them free. Take Jesus with you, process with Him. Absorb the truth in the safety of His presence, and the truth with make you free. Free to walk in your destiny, TODAY.

A Vision of Destiny

Do you ever see someone and see their whole destiny attached to them? Like a paper message hanging off the tail of an airplane, you see snapshots of what their future looks like based on a foundation of fearless faith. Often times when I’m looking at people’s faces I’m really seeing a trail of square tiles stretching out from them with videos and pictures of greatness lived through them.

The moments of greatness are unique and can only be unlocked if that person will abandon all normal ideas of success and rationale, and step into an effervescent life of faith through Jesus. There is so much value in the destiny’s I see for people because each destiny is one-of-a-kind in all of human history. Each unique destiny can only be unlocked if the person owning the destiny Continue reading A Vision of Destiny

The Pressure For Peace Is Not Yours

Sometimes would-be familiar situations turn into foreign circumstances. For example the schedule we needed in order to accomplish our “to-do” list is hijacked by the unpredictability of life. From familiar to foreign.

When circumstances drag you into uncharted territory, it’s good to know you don’t have to maintain your peace in order to make it through/survive. The pressure isn’t on you to “hold it together” in a sort of feigned “peace.” You can let out a deep breath! Continue reading The Pressure For Peace Is Not Yours

Endurance Creates Evolution Inside You

When God supplies the endurance so the unfamiliar becomes familiar, and the uncomfortable becomes comfortable, and the foreign becomes home– you can know you’ve been ushered into a new season brought on by endurance

What used to tax your energy has transformed it into a greater measure. What used to stress you now Continue reading Endurance Creates Evolution Inside You

A Plain Called Tired

The road of endurance has settled me on a plain called tired. The subtle breeze of its quiet winds, the absence of leaves rustling or the crunch of gravel beneath my feet is noticed. I endure and progress, but an eerie silence surrounds me. Endurance has bred and birthed an exhaustion within me.

I must note: my resolve is not waining, my determination in the importance of endurance is stronger than ever, and my belief in the God-ordained practice of endurance burns stronger than ever in me. However, for a little soul like mine used to believing Continue reading A Plain Called Tired



Brokenness is for a season
but the lessons from it are for a lifetime.
Keep holding on.

Brokenness is for a season but the lessons from it are for a lifetime. That is a self explanatory statement. Keep holding on is the three-word phrase that sticks into the can of worms that is brokenness like a crowbar prying off the aluminum lid. Telling someone to keep holding on is acknowledging the mess and pain of their brokenness. Telling someone to keep holding on is acknowledging that what they are going through is pressuring them to give up.

Brokenness does that– pressures a person to give up. Give up on life, the situation, the people involved, a dream, any hopes– a person’s brokenness looks different in each life. To encourage and coax them to keep gripping onto hope is to bring a searing reality to the conversation surface and hoping the distant winds of change will cool the burn a little. Brokenness does that– burns and presses a person with the option of giving up.

People who don’t give up are survivors. Often the topic of brokenness entails the examination of the process of the breaking down, and the process coming with brokenness is important. Yet, understanding the pressure brokenness brings with it is as important. The feelings and emotions of each breaking are different. Except when it comes to pressure. Pressure is present at every breaking.

The pressure to give up. Pressure to fold your hand of cards beneath the season of brokenness and resign either your life or your hope or your beliefs. Pressure to snuff out the dull light that’s left in your atmosphere for total darkness. There is no process in the darkness, no acknowledgment of realities being faced, just numbing, black nothingness. This beckons us to go there and give up. To shut out the pain for the dead void of life itself. The pressure to give up. The people who say no to the pressure to give up, those are the survivors.

Often in a season of brokenness the struggle is not always in the details of why brokenness is occurring and sorting out applicable details. Often the struggle in brokenness is the struggle to hold on, to preserver. Even behind the necessary decisions we sometimes have to make as a result of brokenness there is the option of giving up. Giving up on the situation or on life will pull the plug on the whole operation so decisions don’t have to be made. Giving up on hope will pull the plug on the operation so responsibility doesn’t have to be accounted for and so mindless decisions can dictate crucial moments. The difficulty in brokenness is the constant pressure to let go of the hope you’re holding on to, even if you don’t know what that hope is.

Imagine a kettle filled with water on the stove and beginning to boil. The pressure from the boiling water bursts the kettle flab backward and out shoots a cloud of hot steam. You can see the pressure and even hear it as the kettle screams and hisses until the boiling water evaporates or someone removes it from the stove. That constant, loud, hot pressure is like the constant calling one feels to give up during a season of brokenness. All day it screams at them burning their heart. Steam rising into the mind and clouding truth and clarity and thoughts. Maneuvering throughout the day in a season of brokenness isn’t alway the greatest struggle; it’s trying to resist the urge to relieve the pressure inside by shoving the kettle off the stove. The hardest struggle is often to keep existing despite the noise and pressure to give up that stays with you all day every day throughout the season until the season of brokenness breaks.

Keep holding on. Keep holding on.

But, what if the brokenness doesn’t end? What if life at the bottom of the pit keeps going and going–and going? The brokenness has lasted this long, the pressure within to give up has lasted throughout all of life in fact– so what if the brokenness doesn’t break?

A reasonable question.

A season of brokenness carries with it another characteristic besides pressure– short sightedness. Brokenness tends to grip the lenses on your mind and direct them straight inward upon your heart that is shattered in a million pieces–and then brokenness locks the lens there. Not very nice. This is also not helpful.

Staring at the brokenness doesn’t do anything except invite negativity into the situation. The key move to make in brokenness is so accept love from someone else. The love may look like help, a hug, a rehab center, or a word of advice. The point isn’t in what type of love you receive, but in acknowledging that you need to be loved in your season of brokenness and accepting that love. Love is the only thing that will start changing your season and break the brokenness. Accept love from someone if you want the brokenness to end.

I spent the majority of my life broken. I was broken not only when I didn’t know it, but I was still broken after I acknowledged my brokenness. Acknowledging your brokenness can feel like getting punched in the gut (repeatedly). So you would think after all that pain that things would start to change. Nope. Brokenness lingers and is still there even after you’ve looked it in the face and screamed, “I know I’m broken!!!!”

The longer our brokenness lingers, the more our mind tries to learn a lesson from our brokenness, and the lessons are good, but the lessons won’t break your brokenness. The lessons just make you think progress is being made out of the weight of brokenness. But, if you’re anything like me, after so many years, it became obvious I couldn’t learn my way out of the brokenness. Rather, I must receive my way out of the brokenness. If you want to spend the majority of the rest of your life out of the brokenness, then you must do more than acknowledge the brokenness, you must receive love into the brokenness. Life lessons don’t end the season of brokenness but love does, and then you will have the life lessons to carry onward with you.

Out of the shade and into the sun, that is your destiny. When you finally make your appearance in the glorious rays of the warming sun, you won’t be haphazard looking or exposed, you will be smiling and your arms will be filled with treasures. Treasures you’ve gained in the shadows despite all odds; life lessons from love.

You may not want to acknowledge the brokenness that is a can of worm festering in your heart. You may have already acknowledged your brokenness and have gotten used to living with the worms. Either way, please allow the hope of keep holding on to pry open your heart to the light of love. Please receive love today. God is love (1 John 4:8), so make sure the love you receive is from someone who gets their love from God. That is the only love that is real and therefore safe. Start saying goodbye to the worms by accepting love.

Perhaps there is no one in your life offering love to you (don’t worry, I’ve been there too), you can go straight to the source. You can ask God to give you His love through this prayer below. I encourage you to speak it out loud and believe in your heart your words are being heard and will not return to you empty.

Dear God, I believe you showed the greatest expression of love for not only the world but also for ME when you sent your only Son Jesus to die on a cross. Today I come before you rather broken, and even though I don’t see a way out, I trust in and receive your love for me through Jesus Christ. I know you are the source of all love, and I desire to feel your love and then be love to others. My brokenness feels so big, and I don’t know if I’m in this place because I did something wrong or something wrong was done to me. But, I do know that I am not perfect and I need you to help me live my life. You can heal my brokenness with your love, and you are love, so I give you all of me, and receive all of you. In Jesus’ name I pray, Amen.

And I say with you brother and sister, AMEN. Let it be.

God bless you, and YOU ARE LOVED!



Most of us think we have to come up with our ministry. We think we have to identify a problem, come up with a solution, and then deliver the solution. We think our clever ideas and our hard work analyzing the world around us will lead us to success. I’ve never seen two worse key components for success when it comes to God’s people: our ideas and our works. And talk about a misdirected focus: analyzing the world around us. But that’s what we do!

We take our passion and the glimpses of vision God gives us, and out of fear we will lose that thing we once saw, we try to implement it ourselves. So we attach to our own idea of what sounds good and then we get the latest books and talks and statistics about that thing and we unveil a ten-point plan for our vision’s success, based on everything but the Word of God and the work He’s doing in our lives. If ministry is in your future, and it’s in everyone’s future, you’ve GOT to get your face out of the latest books and read the oldest book– the Bible.

You want earthshattering ministriesYou‘ve got an earthshattering God, get to know Him. You want a ministry that transforms lives? You‘ve got a life-transforming God, get to know Him. You want to reach those who have suffered the worst injustices? You‘ve got a Lord who suffered the worst injustice on the cross, and then He went on to be King and save your life and soul– so get to know Him. A ministry without a Savior is just another rehab center, and God isn’t in the business of re-doing anything, He makes all things brand spankin’ new. If you want a redo, go get some self help books. Go get a 10-month diet plan. Go listen to your favorite inspirational speaker. But if you want an entirely new person, a clean, free and better one, then get after Jesus. Get to know Him! If He can conquer death He can conquer your fears about the ministry. If He can conquer the odds of success against His legacy in a world where His message was stomped on yet still spread all over the world with no internet, no news media, no marketing, and still spreads across the earth 2,000 years later and transforms lives and saves lives and makes brand new humans out of used, abused and lost lives, then He is more than able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that you can ask or think in growing and nourishing and prospering your ministry. He can blossom your ministry and open impossible doors for you in His sleep, but He never sleeps– so while you sleep! He’s that good! He is the one you want to study, not the problems of the people you minister to. Study the solution! Get close to it, be best friends with it. Learn how to hear and see the solution, to keep it close to you at all times. God is your answer and He is your solution.

Learn Him.



Instead of saying, “I WANT a ministry,” or “WHERE is my ministry?” Start saying, “TODAY is my ministry.”

Remember, the calling on your life is not going to look like the calling on the lives of those you respect. Each calling is as unique as the individual; if you judge your calling by the ministries of others, you’re telling God that human standards are above His standard, which is not true, and you will most likely never lock into your calling because your vision is off on what others are doing or have done, instead of looking dead ahead of YOU and going in THAT direction.

We do not need two ministries doing the exact same thing. We do not need two Christine Caines! We do not need two Beth Moore’s! That would be a waste of human flesh. We’ve already got one– we don’t need another! We need whatever specificity God has on your life to lock into its position in the larger sphere around you, so that there is not a lack where there is supposed to be a fulfillment.

When you move according to your comfort or according to what others have done before you, you can be sure you’re off mark! Because your calling is unique and there is not one like it, it is going to be unfamiliar to you at first. You’re not going to have seen anything like it, heard anything like it, or done anything like it before. Your calling will drive you to Jesus more than it will drive others to Him. You will see more importance on learning to hear His voice than telling others what He says. Your calling will be thoroughly yours to find and uncover; next to Jesus Christ it’s God’s greatest mystery to you. Have courage. Be brave. You will be walking ground no one else has walked, so instead of being self-focused and wondering if you’re doing everything right, look at the ground you’re walking on and glean some lessons to give to others. You’re where you’re supposed to be. Stop thinking that your ministry and the journey with it has anything to do with you. The whole thing couldn’t be any less about you!

Journey: Not a Detour

Even the journey to get where you’re going, is part of your calling. You were called to not just a destiny, but to the ground attached to it. Don’t discount the importance of today– right where you are now– in the making of your destiny. The journey is not an unfortunate accident. The journey is not a detour before the glory. Let me tell you, you’ll miss the glory entirely if you don’t glory in the blessed breathes God’s granting you today right smack in the middle of the road you’re on.